| aurgh |
[Jan. 5th, 2005|06:06 am] |
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y do men suck? Honestly, I love my boyfriend and I know he loves me but I don't know what is wrong with his head! I told him today I needed some time away from him because of the craziness that he is making me put up with!!! AURGH! It's really hurting me to do this but he needs to know what he has been doing is NOT ok!!! And if we are meant to be toghether we will be toghether and if not we won't I think that is a better way to look at things!
I personally feel that I need him right now because I am going through alot but I can't put up with this crap.
Alot of people say that I should have put up with less crap!
I don't know what to do now I miss him terribly and it has only been the first day away from him. |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2004|08:16 pm] |
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Thanksgiving...aint much of a vacation when u have to work the entire thing! I was hoping to get some work done on my tutorial and some knitting done but that's not going to happen! |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2004|04:14 pm] |
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All I can say is " Augh, another 4 years" |
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| Aurgh |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|01:34 am] |
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Looks like another late night for me. Lets just say its really really hard to go to school, work and have a life at the same time. The other day I pulled an all nighter to get some stuff done but I ended up having it postponed. Kinda Bonus for me but not really. Would have liked to have known that so I could have slept....lol. Anymore its like sleep whats that? o well c'est la vie! I really like what I'm doing in school I just need more time to do it. I was supposed to have this paper e-mailed to 3 teachers today. ha that didnt happen. I'm tryin to finish now so it will be there by tom. so i should go ttyl |
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[Oct. 16th, 2004|05:05 am] |
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check out the cute little fern pic...part of my research |
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| Sorry it's been awhile |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|12:42 am] |
I dont even know if anyone reads this but it's about time for an update.
GRADUATING this year...yay!!!
Stressed out too! I'm stressin on both ends of it. Tryin to get don but also afraid of whats after that! Will I be able to get a job. Will I like my job? Should I go to grad school? etc? I dunno
Blah. Works been work
well all dont have time to write more I promise ill update more |
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| Camera and other junk |
[May. 25th, 2004|08:45 pm] |
I shouold really get my digital camera out so i can give you guys a few pics. Especially the knitting in progress...just everytime i try to get it out something goes wrong with the comp. I've been through 3 laptops in the past year...good thing i have the extended warrenty ;) Ahh anyways, still angry and bitter about the whole stereo mess!!! But i will be getting a new one...well used new to me one. I have to call my uncle and see when he can put it in!
J* has caused all kinds of problems lately between my family and me. We where supposed to go on vacation with my family and he decides not to go. More on that later cause he just showed up. |
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[May. 23rd, 2004|10:12 pm] |
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WARNING | | abrean is radioactive. Wear protective clothing at all times. |
From Go-Quiz.com |
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| I hate people!!!! |
[May. 22nd, 2004|12:37 am] |
Well I have to vent somewhere. My f****** car stereo was stolen right out of my car while i was at work...now let me tell you I was yelled at for parking right behind the building a couple weeks ago and was told to park in the employee lot...well look what that got me
!! So they can shove their rules where the sun doesn't shine. I'm not getting my car stolen for that stupid low paying stressful job. I'm pissed. It wasn't even a very nice stereo about 6 years old too. Well, it wasn't even worth me going in to work tonight! I didn't even make 40 f***in dollars and a 300 dollar stereo was stolen. AURGH!!!! And the manager proceeds to tell me well i saw a car sitting next to yours with the lights on for about 20 minutes!!! Hello!!!! something wrong there!!!!
This just amplifies how much I hate people!!!! |
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[May. 20th, 2004|08:57 pm] |
Well after having about two weeks off of work I have to go back tom. I HATE MY JOB!
People are so inconsiderate. I wish I could quit but i have no money so it inevitable i have to go back!
Well anyways what have i done with my two weeks:
Well deserved Sleep, reading( fun things not anything for school), knitting up a storm ( pics to come), sleeping some more, sex, started going back to the gym
thats about it in a repeat cycle. It's been restful. Just wished the SO had time off with me...Oh well
ttyl |
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[Feb. 12th, 2003|12:47 am] |
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Feel like crap. This is my first entry...I've been so busy with work and school lately i feel ragged. I worked 30 hours last week...I think thats alot considering i'm a full time student...well i'm gonna go to bed soon. |
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